They say everything happens for a reason, and if it's true, than maybe I'm being punished for something terrible. So I taught that I was going to be able to get this site up, like today. Well, I don't think at this point it's going to be happening like that. You see, Last night my grandmother was admitted into the hospital. Its nothing new, I mean, this is a regular event, and normally we don't get upset about it. Well, Yesterday she was admitted into the hospital for heart problems. She is in the last stage of Congestive Heart Failure (don't ask me what it is, google it !) and tomorrow morning she is going to have heart surgery. The thing about it is, Her kidney's are failing, and she has one, functioning kidney. They have to inject dye into her body, which is THE worst thing you can do when your kidneys are failing. Basically, let me sum it up for you into three words, she might die. :/ Now, I'm hopeful that she'll overcome, she's a fighter, she'll fight through it, but there is always that chance. So, I'm going to be spending alot of time over the next few days up at the hospital with her. I also am moving on, Saturday, July Fourth. This is still my main priority, but life is always MY first. Just give me sometime, you never know, you might sign on tomorrow morning, & the whole site might pop up. mmhm, wouldn't that be nice? <3


written on July 01, 2009 :P